y’all i truly do understand that being depressed is hard as shit but you cannot be dropping how much you hate yourself into completely unrelated conversations
What if I say it in a funny way tho
its not actually that funny, it’s actually really uncomfortable
Once had a friend group where half of their conversation was self deprecating jokes. I only joined in sparingly, and on a hiking trip, our leader got so sick of it that he told everyone that it’s not cute and it’s bringing people down and they aren’t willing to even comprehend the damage it does to other people. I told him, in front of everybody, that that’s how I’ve been feeling, but I just went along with it because I felt obligated, even though I don’t actually hate myself that much. No one ever talked to me again after that day ://